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Wednesday, October 13th, 2004
2:31 pm - Its only been 5 days and I'm dying to be with you....
Words cannot express how much I miss you...Rest in Peace my love, I'll never forget you...I'll always love you, Brian...

(2 Bruises | Spank My Monkey)

Tuesday, August 31st, 2004
11:03 pm
I think I love you so what am I so afraid of?

God if I couldn only understand you...

(Spank My Monkey)

Sunday, August 29th, 2004
7:09 pm
college apps suck butt...especially the goddamn columbia one

(Spank My Monkey)

Thursday, August 26th, 2004
7:42 pm
I'm afraid of
-failure
-commitment
-attachment
-religion
-mirrors
-growing old alone and dying 2 months before anyone figures out that I'm dead
-growing up
-making mistakes that prove my stupidity
-losing what i have
-my last breath, but not dying...

(1 Bruise | Spank My Monkey)

6:11 pm - Without a Lifevest
Turning to face you in the car
the wind slips through the window
and I exhale smoke
You were always three feet ahead
covered with your scars and ink
and a kiss so hard
Need is such a strong word
thrown around by the feeble
Time passes
those beautiful eyes haze over
and hands are all that are left
carry me into your darkness
I dont fear it anymore...
ready when you are

(1 Bruise | Spank My Monkey)

Monday, June 14th, 2004
2:27 pm
Lola's coming home to mama today! tra la la

(2 Bruises | Spank My Monkey)

Saturday, June 5th, 2004
4:55 pm
last evening was a breathtaking kickofff to the summer festivities...graaaaaaaaaaaaand

(Spank My Monkey)

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2004
4:28 pm - Thoughts from my porch
and viewers complained during Kelly Ripa's pregnancy about her belly button poking through her maternity smock...

Where have all the sane people gone? what happened to things that actually matter?

We are all just puppets in the trailer park of the universe...

(Spank My Monkey)

Tuesday, June 1st, 2004
5:27 pm - Fucking Oaf
To say to you are hurtful is an understatement.

Why cant you remember
I'm NOT her. I'm me. The one you're happy with.

And it all falls down.

(3 Bruises | Spank My Monkey)

Friday, March 12th, 2004
8:13 pm - I forgot...
my futures so bright I gotta wear shades


NARF!

(Spank My Monkey)

8:08 pm - Nearly died last night and,well...
I feel good duh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh...

current mood: content

(Spank My Monkey)

Saturday, February 28th, 2004
3:58 pm
If you were planning to peace out in the backyard...

wait for me

(Spank My Monkey)

Friday, January 30th, 2004
3:44 pm
Ah...sheep hearts galore.

Steve Sanders youre my hero...

current mood: amused

(Spank My Monkey)

Sunday, January 18th, 2004
11:55 am
smooth operator? you bet your booty girl/boy/slash

(Spank My Monkey)

Monday, December 22nd, 2003
12:42 pm
is that peter fucking frampton?

current mood: amused

(2 Bruises | Spank My Monkey)

12:07 am - The things I could never say to you...thank god you would never think to read this...
For starters, I dont know if I still love you, so please dont ask me. You were a big part of what I thought I needed, but you left me to go nearly across the country to start your new life; therefore you didnt need me anyway. Yes, I may have showed you why these songs were written, but that doesnt mean shit anymore. I have started something new, something respectable, which means you should RESPECT it. If only I knew how to greet you at the door, when 4 months ago I was kissing you goodbye in an airport. How do I take your hold or even a kiss on the cheek? I have no idea what to think or say or do or anything like that...AHHHHHHHHHHHH.

(Spank My Monkey)

Sunday, December 21st, 2003
1:18 pm
And this is SO typical...but not of you

But do'nt you worry, world, cause I'm fine. So shut the fuck up about it...

current mood: confused

(Spank My Monkey)

Friday, December 19th, 2003
5:13 pm
Here, take this, it'll ward off evil...I bought it from a crippled beggar.

(Spank My Monkey)

Sunday, December 7th, 2003
11:59 am - nuh nuh nuh
Just Say No To Toast...

(1 Bruise | Spank My Monkey)

Friday, July 25th, 2003
1:48 pm
Ugly....ugly days...

(1 Bruise | Spank My Monkey)

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